As a fellow senior my life's journal has gotten pretty thick. So much of your post I can relate to. Like is so often said, "been there, done that." As our runways start to shorten we are lucky if our health allows us many choices. It appears your's does. So...will you be OK, is that what worries you? YES you will be, you may even find one day that you're better. Now do keep in mind things out there aren't like they used to be so always be mindful of that. Bad can be just around most corners. But you know what, so can good.
Enjoy the reflection you will experience
Enjoy the reflection you will experience