I think you know the answer!
Life is a compromise, and full time might not be your cup of tea. If as you say, you can't suck it up, you may just need to go back to something more conventional. I love the life, but others don't get it.
With time hauling your house around becomes second nature, slightly off level for me is OK. Location is important as well, I love boondocking. I don't like hearing the argument the neighbors are having. And if my video is a little loud, I would rather not burden the neighbor with my hearing problems.
I accept that setup takes some out of me, but I will look for longer stay locations to limit the inconvenience.
Like I said, everything is a compromise. Life becomes much easier when you quit fighting it, and start rolling with the flow.